merry drinker
吐いても 吐きだしても まだまだ明日がちらついてる
喉から流し込む もうなんもかんも 忘れちまえよ
くたくたの体です 頑張って背筋を伸ばしてきました
ただただやせ我慢 まっとうな人間ってなんなんだろう?
誰かが労わる言葉をかけてく 待っていたんだよ 僕は
幸せを少しだけ持って僕らは生きてる 諦めないように
かまってよ 何億の人よ 少しの幸せを分け合うのもいいじゃない? ねぇ?
今にも泣き出しそうな顔で 悩みを打ち明けられて
大丈夫って何度も言った 大丈夫って僕が言ったんだ
弱さを見せれる 強さを知ってる うらやましいんだよ そいつが
幸せを少しだけ持って僕らは生きてる 諦めないように
かまってよ 何億の人よ 少しの幸せを分け合うのもいいじゃない?
ねぇ いらついて 嫌がって 僕はもう面倒になってる
どうしたい? どうしたい? どうしたい? どうしたい?
ないものねだって 周りに頼って 人の目なんて気にしない
そんな器用に僕はできてないから
また今夜も Merry Drinker
Lyrics checked with the booklet for: Kassai to Gekijou no Gloria
Haite mo hakidashite mo madamada ashita ga chiratsuiteru
Nodo kara nagashikomi mou nanmokanmo wasurechimae yo
Kutakuta no karada desu Ganbatte sesuji wo nobasitekimashita
Tadatada yase gaman Mattou na ningen tte nan nandarou?
Darek aga itawaru kotoba wo kaketeku Matteitanda yo boku ha
Shiawase wo sukoshi dake motte bokura ha ikiteru akiremenai you ni
Kamatte yo nan’oku no hito yo Sukoshi no shiawase wo wakeau no mo ii janai? Nee?
Ima ni mo nakidashisou na kao de nayami wo uchiakerarete
daijoubu tte nando mo itta Daijoubu tte boku ga ittanda
Yowasa wo miseraru Tsuyosa wo shitteru Urayamashiinda yo soitsu ga
Shiawase wo sukoshi dake motte bokura ha ikiteru akiremenai you ni
Kamatte yo nan’oku no hito yo Sukoshi no shiawase wo wakeau no mo ii janai?
Nee iratsuite iyagatte boku ha mou mendou no natteru
Doushitai? Doushitai? Doushitai? Doushitai?
Nai mono nedatte mawari ni tayotte hito no me nante ki ni shinai
Sonna kiyou ni boku ha dekitenai kara
mata kon’ya mo Merry Drinker
Even if I vomit, even if I throw up, tomorrow is still flickering in the distance.
Washing it all down with a drink, let’s forget completely about anything and everything.
My body is exhausted. I try my best to carry my head high.
My endurance only dwindles. What exactly does it mean to be a proper person?
Someone is giving a consoling speech. I’m waiting for mine, right here.
Holding our little bit of happiness in our hands, we live our life, so that we won’t give up.
I care about you, many tens of thousands of people. Wouldn’t it be wonderful if I could share my little bit of happiness with you? Wouldn’t it?
Even now with my face red with tears, my worries are laid bare,
“it’s fine’’, I said time after time. “It’s fine”, I said already.
Having your weaknesses exposed. Knowing your strengths. I’m envious of the people who do.
Holding our little bit of happiness in our hands, we live our life, so that we won’t give up.
I care about you, many tens of thousands of people. Wouldn’t it be wonderful if I could share my little bit of happiness with you?
See, getting irritated, and hateful, I’m already becoming such a bother.
What do I want? What do I want? What do I want? What do I want?
Asking for the moon, relying on others, and not caring about what others think of me.
Because I don’t have the abilities to do that
tonight again I’m a Merry Drinker.
22-03-2021