追われるように歩いた

流れる喧騒の只中

なにもかもが嫌になったわけじゃない

今僕はどこにいるんだ

見上げていた　いつもどおりの青空

僕を見ない　変わらない　同じ青空

時は戻ってはくれない

僕はうまく生きてますか？

今日という日を

横たわり続ける　ここから逃げもしない

見たくない現実　蓋をしても

涙が流れるのはどうしてだろう

滲んでいく　ぼやけた　真昼の月

このまま消えてしまえれば

できもしないそんなことを思う

見上げていた　いつもどおりの青空

僕を見ない　変わらない　同じ青空

時は戻ってはくれない

僕はうまく生きてますか？

今日という日を

Lyrics checked with the booklet for: Owaranu Namida no Umi de

Owareru you ni aruita

Nagareru kensou no tadanaka

Nanimo kamo ga iya ni natta wake janai

Ima boku ha doko ni iru nda

Miageteita　itsumodoori no aozora

Boku wo minai　kawaranai　onaji aozora

Toki ha modotte ha kurenai

Boku ha umaku ikitemasu ka?

Kyou to iu hi wo

Yokotawari tsudzukeru　Koko kara nige mo shinai

Mitakunai genjitsu　futa wo shite mo

Namida ga nagareru no ha doushite darou

Nijindeiku　boyaketa　mahiru no tsuki

Kono mama kieteshimaereba

deki mo shinai sonna koto wo omou

Miageteita　itsumodoori no aozora

Boku wo minai　kawaranai　onaji aozora

Toki ha modotte ha kurenai

Boku ha umaku ikitemasu ka?

Kyou to iu hi wo

I walked as if I were getting chased by something.

In the midst of the hustle and bustle around me.

It's not like I'd started to dislike everything around me.

Where am I right now?

Above me is the usual blue sky I'd always look up to.

The same, unchanging blue sky that pays me no mind.

Time won't turn back for me.

Will I be able to live a good life?

On a day like today.

I'll lie in wait for what's coming and move on. I won't even run away from this place.

Even if I put the lid on the reality I don't want to see.

Why are there tears running down my face?

The midday moon is blurry and dim.

I think about how even if I could disappear altogether just like that,

I still won't be able to make myself do such a thing.

Above me is the usual blue sky I'd always look up to.

The same, unchanging blue sky that pays me no mind.

Time won't turn back for me.

Will I be able to live a good life?

On a day like today.

21-10-2021