悲しみは僕への罰

Kanashimi ha Boku he no Batsu

Misery is the punishment that befalls upon myself


 浅はかな僕は求められてることに慣れていて

本当にかけるべき言葉を言えなかった

抱きしめていなければ 消えそうなあなたのことを

守ってあげられるのは僕だけなんだと

 

信じて自惚れるほどに遠くなる あなたは僕に何を求めてた

 

愛してるの意味を知って あなたを離したくないと

今なら躊躇わず言える もっとそばにいてほしかった

悲しみは僕への罰で 愛してるはあなたからの 永遠翔る真実

二人がここにいられた 証なんだと

 

何もかも終わって気づいた あなたが助けを求めていたこと

どうして向き合っていたはずの僕らは 踏み込むことを恐れて

たんだ

 

愛してるの意味を知って あなたを離したくないと

今なら躊躇わず言える もっとそばにいてほしかった

悲しみは僕への罰で 愛してるはあなたからの 永遠翔る真実

二人がここにいられた 二人に意味があったと

あなたの最後を見送った 僕らの証なんだと

 

 

Lyrics checked with the booklet for: Shinjitsu wo Shitteiku Monogatari.


Asahaka na boku ha motomerareteru koto ni nareteite

hontou ni kakerubeki kotoba wo ienakatta

Dakishimeteinakereba kiesou na anata no koto wo

mamotteagerareru no ha boku dake nanda to

 

Shinjite umeboreru hodo ni tookunaru  anata ha boku ni nani wo motometeta

 

Aishiteru no imi wo shitte anata wo hanashitakunai to

Ima nara tamerawazu ieru motto soba ni ite hoshikatta

Kanashimi ha boku he no batsu de aishiteru ha anata kara no eien kakeru shinjitsu

Futari ga koko ni irareta akashi nanda to

 

Nani mo kamo owatte kidzuita Anata ga tasuke wo motometeita koto

Doushite mukiatteita hazu no bokura ha fumikomu koto wo osoreteta nda

 

Aishiteru no imi wo shitte anata wo hanashitakunai to

Ima nara tamerawazu ieru motto soba ni ite hoshikatta

Kanashimi ha boku he no batsu de aishiteru ha anata kara no eien kakeru shinjitsu

Futari ga koko ni irareta Futari ni imi ga atta to

anata no saigo wo miokutta bokura no akashi nanda to


Being a shallow person, I've grown used to being sought after by you,

and so I couldn't utter the words I should have actually said to you.

"Lookin like you might disappear if I'm not holding you in my arms,

I alone can keep you safe."

 

Becoming so estranged from me that I've started believing my own delusions, what was it that you were looking for in me?

 

Knowing the meaning of the words "I love you", I think about how I don't want to let go of you.

If I could say it right now I would be able to do so without hestitation, "I want to be by your side for a bit longer."

Because misery is the punishment that befalls upon myself, the words "I love you" are the absolute truth coming from you, soaring forever more.

I believe it is the proof of us having been able to stand here together.

 

Because anything and everything ends, I came to a realization. That what you were seeking with me was refuge.

Why is it that the two of us who were meant to face the world together, were too scared of coming to grips with it?

 

Knowing the meaning of the words "I love you", I think about how I don't want to let go of you.

If I could say it right now I would be able to do so without hestitation, "I want to be by your side for a bit longer."

Because misery is the punishment that befalls upon myself, the words "I love you" are the absolute truth coming from you, soaring forever more.

We were able to stand here together. I believe it is the proof

that there was a meaning to the two of us, the proof that I followed you with my eyes until the last of you was out of my sight.

 

 

Translated on 30-07-2022