Invisible chaos

向日葵のように天を仰いでいれれば　こんな闇の雨に溺れることもなかっただろう

憎むべきものも見えない　何も見えない

目を塞いで　耳を塞いでも　逃げ出せない　逃げ出せない鼓動

未開のエリアが膨らんでく　破裂しそうだ　破裂しそうだ

太陽が俺を責める　吐き出したい　吐き出したいのは何

向日葵のように天を仰いでいれれば　こんな闇の雨に溺れることもなかっただろう

憎むべきものも見えない　何も見えない

聞かせてくれ　誰が悪いんだ！ってさ　俺のせいか　自分のせいだってさ

未開のエリアが膨らんでく　破裂しそうだ　破裂しそうだ

太陽が今日も暑い　吐き出したい　吐き出したいのは何　何も見たくない

せっせと掘り進めた　汗まみれ掘ってた　シェルターで俺は今日も惰眠を貪る

行きたいさ　ここじゃない　陽のあたる場所へ

突き破って　突き破って　目を眩むほどの　生命が胸の中を裂いて裂いて裂いて

裂かれていく痛みを知った　それでもと

目を開き　耳を澄まして　手を伸ばす　たくさんの血で足跡染めても

掴んだものを失くしたって　自分が存在してるなら　もがけばいい　太陽へ向かって


Lyrics checked with the booklet for: Invisible Chaos

Himawari no you ni ten wo aoide irereba konna yami no ame ni oboreru koto mo nakatta darou

Nikumubeki mono mo mienai Nani mo mienai

Me wo fusaide mimi wo fusaide mo nigedasenai Nigedasenai kodou

Mikai no ERIA ga fukurandeku haretsushisou da haretsushisou da

Taiyou ga ore wo semeru hakidashitai hakidashitai no ha nani

Himawari no you ni ten wo aoide irereba konna yami no ame ni oboreru koto mo nakatta darou

Nikumubeki mono mo mienai Nani mo mienai

Kikasetekure dare ga warui nda! tte sa Ore no sei ka Jibun no sei da tte sa

Mikai no ERIA ga fukurandeku haretsushisou da haretsushisou da

Taiyou ga kyou mo atsuihakidashitai hakidashitai no ha nani Nani mo mitakunai

Sesse to horisusumeta Asemamire hotteta SHERUTAA de ore ha kyou mo damin wo musaboru

Ikitai sa Koko janai hi no ataru basho he

Tsukiyabutte tsukiyabutte me wo kuramu hodo no seimei ga mune no naka wo saite saite saite

sakareteiku itamu wo shitta Soredemo to

Me wo hiraki mimi wo sumashite te wo nobasu Takusan no chi de ashiato somete mo

Tsukanda mono wo nakushitatte jibun ga sonzaishiteru nara mogakeba ii Taiyou he mukatte

If I were to look up at and embrace the Sun like a sunflower, might my drowning in this rain of darkness too no longer be?

I can’t even see anything that I should hate. I can see nothing.

Closing my eyes and covering my ears, even so it’s inescapable. My pulse is inescapable.

The godforsaken area swells, it looks like it’s gonna burst, it looks like it’s gonna burst.

The Sun torments me, I want to spit out, what is it I want to spit out?

If I were to look up at and embrace the Sun like a sunflower, might my drowning in this rain of darkness too no longer be?

I can’t even see anything that I should hate. I can see nothing.

Please tell me, ‘It’s because someone is bad!’ Who’s fault is that? ‘It’s my own fault’.

The godforsaken area swells, it looks like it’s gonna burst, it looks like it’s gonna burst.

Today as well the Sun is hot, I want to spit out, what is it I want to spit out? I don’t want to see anything.

Devotedly, I’ve continued burrowing. Drenched in sweat I dug. In my shelter I indulge in indolence again today.

I want to go. To a place that isn’t here where the Sun shines.

I know how it hurts, breaking through, breaking through so that my eyes are dazzled by it, this life is tearing, tearing, tearing, tearing up the inside of my heart. ‘And yet.’

Opening my eyes, tuning in my ears, I reach out my hands. Even if my footprints are smeared copiously with blood, even though I’ve lost all that I had, as long as I am here, it’s okay if I’m struggling. Facing the Sun.

Liner notes:

昨年リリースしたシングル曲。生きていく葛藤、そしてそれを突き破る勇気を歌っています。当時のバンドの心境のように。この5人で携わった初めての曲。ドラムは再レコーディングしました。ちなみに響は原キーで歌えます。新人類。

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