悲哀とメランコリー

HIAI TO MERANKORII

SORROW AND MELANCHOLY

Lyrics&Music: /Sono

Released on: ACEDIA, ANOMIEINDIES BEST COLLECTIONBEST&REQUEST

Table of contents

 

Kanji

Romaji

Translation



目隠しして自分の素顔隠して 歩いて歩き続けて

きっともう自分じゃないことがわからなくなってる

 

もっと許して素直になれ 自分のこと消えないように

本当の声が消えないように

 

Call me

When you're cloudy aecking

Say hold me

Say this hold me

 

涙見せてよ

 

掛け違いのボタン 自分とすれ違ってきた時間

向かい合うために立ち止まる 自分に優しくしたっていい

 

もっと許して素直になれ 自分のこと消えないように

本当の声が消えないように だから

 

Call me

When you're cloudy aecking

Say hold me

Say this hold me

 

涙見せてよ

 

かわし続けた結果が 隠し続けた結果が きっと お前を1人にしたんだね

曝け出して 笑って 声を枯らして叫べよ

いっそもう 疎まれて生きれ

 

Raise your voice of greed to this world

 

かわし続けた結果が 隠し続けた結果が きっと お前を1人にしたんだね

曝け出して 笑って 声を枯らして叫べよ

いっそもう 疎まれて生きればいい

 

歯車にモラルに秩序なんてラインに 怯えてなんていたくない

輝かせて自分のこと あなたにだってできるさ

変わらない心を抱いて

 

 

Lyrics checked with the booklet for: ACEDIA, INDIES BEST COLLECTION (does not include the extra spaces between the verses)

 

 

ANOMIE booklet version:

目隠しして自分の素顔隠して 歩いて 歩き続けて

きっともう自分じゃないことがわからなくなってる

 

もっと許して素直になれ 自分のこと消えないように

本当の声が消えないように

 

Call me

When you're cloudy aecking

Say hold me

Say this hold me

涙見せてよ

 

掛け違いのボタン 自分とすれ違ってきた時間

向かい合うために立ち止まる 自分に優しくしたっていい

 

もっと許して素直になれ 自分のこと消えないように

本当の声が消えないように だから

 

Call me

When you're cloudy aecking

Say hold me

Say this hold me

涙見せてよ

 

かわし続けた結果が 隠し続けた結果が
きっと お前を1人にしたんだね

曝け出して 笑って 声を枯らして叫べよ

いっそもう 疎まれて生きれ

 

Raise your voice of greed to this world

 

かわし続けた結果が 隠し続けた結果が
きっと お前を1人にしたんだね

曝け出して 笑って 声を枯らして叫べよ

いっそもう 疎まれて生きればいい

 

歯車にモラルに秩序なんてラインに 怯えてなんていたくない

輝かせて自分のこと あなたにだってできるさ

 

変わらない心を抱いて


Mekakushi shite jibun no sugao kakushite aruite arukitsuzukete

kitto mou jibun janai koto ga wakaranaku natteru

 

Motto yurushite Sunao ni nare Jibun no koto kienai you ni

Hontou no koe ga kienai you ni

 

Call me

When you're cloudy aecking

Say hold me

Say this hold me

 

Namida misete yo

 

Kakechigai no BOTAN jibun to surechigattekita jikan.

Mukaiau tame ni tachidomaru Jibun ni yasashiku shita tte ii

 

Motto yurushite Sunao ni nare Jibun no koto kienai you ni

Hontou no koe ga kienai you ni dakara

 

Call me

When you're cloudy aecking

Say hold me

Say this hold me

 

Namida misete yo

 

Kawashitsuzuketa kekka ga kakushitsuzuketa kekka ga kitto omae wo hitori ni shita nda ne

Sarakedashite waratte koe wo karashite sakebe yo

Issou mou utomareteikire

 

Raise your voice of greed to this world

 

Kawashitsuzuketa kekka ga kakushitsuzuketa kekka ga kitto omae wo hitori ni shita nda ne

Sarakedashite waratte koe wo karashite sakebe yo

Issou mou utomareteikireba ii

 

Haguruma ni MORARU ni chitsujo nante RAIN ni obiete nante itakunai

Kagayakasete jibun no koto anata ni datte dekiru sa

Kawaranai kokoro wo daite

 

 

Romaji from the European booklet:

 

(Romanized as: Hiai to Melancholie)

Mekakushishite jibunno sugao kakushite
Aruite Arukitsudukete
Kitto mou jibunjanaikotoga wakaranaku natteru
Motto yurushite sunaoninare Jibuno* koto kienaiyou
Hontou no koega kienaiyouni

Call me  When you're cloudy aecking
Say hold me say this hold me
Namida miseteyo
Kakechigaino botan Jibunto surechigattekita jikan
Mukai autameni tachidomaru Jibunni yasashiku shitatte ii
Motto yurushite sunaoni nare Jibunnokoto kienaiyouni
Hontouno koega kienaiyouni Dakara
Call me  When you're cloudy aecking
Say hold me say this hold me
Namida miseteyo
Kawashitsuzuketa kekkaga Kakushitsuzuketa kekkaga
Kitto Omaewo hitorini shitandane
Sarakedashite Waratte Koewo karashite sakebeyo
Isso mou Utomarete ikire
Raise your voice of greed to this world
Kawashitsuzuketa kekkaga Kakushi tsuzuketa kekkaga
Kitto omaewo hitorini shitandane
Sarakedashite Waratte Koewo karashite sakebeyo
Isso mou Utomareteikireba ii
Hagurumani moraruni chitsujonante rainni
Obiete nante itakunai
Kagayakasete jibunnokoto Anatanidatte dekirusa
Kawaranai kokorowo daite

 


*Translator's note: typo in the original booklet.


Covered up, hiding your true face, you keep walking and walking on,

most likely you’ve already become unable to tell that you’re not yourself.

 

Forgive yourself more and be honest with yourself, so that the person you are won’t disappear.

So that your true voice won’t disappear.

 

Call me

When you’re cloudy aecking

Say hold me

Say this hold me

 

Show me your tears.

 

A misunderstanding, the time you started disagreeing with yourself.

You stop in your tracks to face yourself. It would be nice if you had been kinder to yourself.

 

Forgive yourself more and be honest with yourself, so that the person you are won’t disappear.

So that your true voice won’t disappear. So,

 

Call me

When you’re cloudy aecking

Say hold me

Say this hold me

 

Show me your tears.

 

The results you kept exchanging with yourself, the result that you continued to hide, is that, no doubt, you’ve been lonely, haven’t you?

Expose yourself, laugh, shout and let your voice dry up.

More than that, live your life in solitude

 

Raise your voice of greed to this world

The results you kept exchanging with yourself, the result that you continued to hide, is that, no doubt, you’ve made yourself lonely, haven’t you?

Expose yourself, laugh, shout and let your voice dry up.

 

More than that, it might be best for you to live your life in solitude.

Having your morals ordered neatly in line in the cogwheel of society, you don’t want to live in fear.

Allowing yourself to shine, if it’s you, you can make it happen.

Holding onto your unchanging heart.

 

 

Translation from the European booklet:

 

Grief and Melancholy

 

Blindfolding yourself you're hiding your own true face
Walk and keep on walking
For sure you don't even realize the parts of you
That aren't you anymore
Forgive yourself more and get more honest with yourself
So you don't vanish So your true voice doesn't vanish

Call me  When you're cloudy aecking
Say hold me say this hold me
Show me your tears
A button for passing each other by without noticing,
That time you were passing by yourself
In order to be able to face each other
We have to come to a halt and it's okay to be nice to yourself
Forgive yourself more and get more honest with yourself
So you don't vanish
So your true voice doesn't vanish, that's why

Call me  When you're cloudy aecking
Say hold me say this hold me
Show me your tears
The result of keeping on avoiding,
The result of keeping on hiding sure
Is that it has left you being alone
Expose it, laugh, shout until your voice withers away
Or would you rather live on being neglected
Raise your voice of greed to this world

The result of keeping on avoiding,

The result of keeping on hiding sure

Is that it has left you being alone

Expose it, laugh, shout until your voice withers away

Or would you rather live on being neglected
I don't want to be afraid of the line
That there's a gear-wheel and morals and the system
Make yourself shine, even you can do that
Embrace your changing heart